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Yeah…from the title above u can already guess what i would like to confer this post to….First of all is my ever respected cousin, Zedi!! Congrats for booking ur way to adulthood!! Already engaged and with a good & exciting future to work forward to, i really hope u can be successful in everything u do… also really hope to help u in anyway i can. So, a piece for advice to my beloved cousin…take every bad things happening not as a PROBLEM, but as a CHALLENGE…2nd, congrats to my goodest buddy, YJ!! u really surprise me this summer..hahah..coz everytime c u so happy go lucky, but this time u make a serious stand to find a partner, and u did it..congrats! haha…and of coz…i knoe.."life is beautiful for u now",,,want to give u warning…coz life is also beautiful for me too…hahaha…forgot to congrats myself…having a blessed partner, blessed family, blessed job and a blessed future!

It has been a very long time since i pen down anything here….well…afraid to say….so many things happen along d way since my last post….both good and bad, but its all up to me to describe starting from this very moment….From now on i will continue my journey of writing blog, to let me remember what i have done or what others done to me…hope can write down every single thing…oh yah…mind to let me put some things in my own blog?? i have decided to start writing lyrics and songs…hopefully one day will be discovered by any singers willing to use it…hahah,,,sounds like jay chou…i mean me…

by the time i m writing this down, i m already on d stage of finding a job n planning my future…..time really flies….i can now still picture myself doing all those funny funny stuffs back in bp, in church, in school, and in kl, all those lateh lateh things……and now, moving on to my future, i have found out a new beginning, new career path, and a soulmate….together with my existing care-for-me family members….wht should i ask for more now? My cousin asked me one question d other day….if i did not stay on in food industry, isn;t it a waste of time in upm? i answered him….i did not waste my time/….even if all d thesis i do is of no use, d course i attended is of no use….at least i have learned something n found something….i;ve learned that not all ppl who befren u have good intention, and ppl with bad intention, will show that they are good….so i’ve learned how to c ppl….isn’t it better than learning all those crap subjects that i can read anytime anywhere? i’ve found something, yes i have found her,,,my soulmate….upm gave me memories that i cannot find if i m in other places….upm…..u r special……

lab is d most boring activity in my whole life…..especially working with big n complex equipments…..can’t believe i have been working on it for months dy…..luckily i have a bunch of group members who r guiding me through this tough time….. and of coz to my special one….a very big thank u to all!

In my life, i have lots of weaknesses….i have bad memory…very very bad memory…u may request me to do someting, but i may have forgotten it d very minute after that, so sorry to all my frens that are affected by me…..and…i have a bad mouth….i dunno how to express myself well n when i open my mouth…i will make alot of ppl in a bad position…so sorry to my frens whom have been affected by this too…especially to np….and i hope i can change n correct my weaknesses, especially when i m in a new chapter of my life….and all i can say to myself is….believe….一個從來沒有犯錯的人往往也是不可能把事情做好的人,不要害怕，記得要從錯誤中學習…

what i m glad to hear that is…that u believe…u believe i will b ur miracle….

i m still dreamin isn;t i? wake me up dear…

i gave u courage becoz u gave me urs first…..

thanks to all our frens that are supporting us…u’ve made this happen….and finally to u….d most special one too…..

i m happy………

这是我最喜欢的歌。。。也是我最不想让他发身的歌。。。。这。。。。是你现在的心情吗。。。？他确实是我的心情。。。。

故事的小黄花
The small yellow flower from the story

从出生那年就飘着
Was wandering since he day she was born

童年的荡秋千
Swinging on a swing in her childhood

随记忆一直晃到现在
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi

ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou

吹着前奏望着天空
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky

我想起花瓣试着掉落
I think of petals trying to fall

为你翘课的那一天
That day I skipped school for you;

花落的那一天
That day the flower fell;

教室的那一间
The space of the classroom;

我怎么看不见
Why can’t I see it?

消失的下雨天
That rainy day that disappeared -

我好想再淋一遍
How I want to be rained upon again

没想到失去的勇气我还留着
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage

好想再问一遍
How I want to ask again:

你会等待还是离开
Will you wait or will you go away?

刮风这天 我试过握着你手
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

但偏偏 雨渐渐
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on

大到我看你不见
Falling until I couldn’t see you

还要多久 我才能在你身边
How much longer until I can be beside you again?

等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then

从前从前 有个人爱你很久
Long ago, a person loved you for so long

但偏偏 风渐渐
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on

把距离吹得好远
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

好不容易 又能再多爱一天
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”

Well this year is full of surprises, i was indeed blessed with lots of happy moments and good trips.. Although all d places i went to u will be familiar,.. but my experience are diff than urs…. Have u ever stayed in Langkawi for 2 months?? Have u ever go Genting without a proper place to stay? Have u ever visited penang for just 24 hours? Yeah..these are mine….2006 is indeed, incredible…Langkawi is the craziest place i have ever gone…stayed there for 2 months, stayed mid in the jungle, far from town, far from pub, far from chinese food, far from tourist spots…. no internet no laptop no tv….for a normal person, d question is..will u survive..? Well, i did just that! Well, on top of that, 2 months of survival n i din even drink beer n liqour!! Speakin of genting…staying in casino, sleeping in front of the slot machine..was thrown out of casino…hahah, quite a nice experience.. But d gambling part was harder to take….after 2 trips, my advice is… I WILL NEVER GAMBLE SO BIG AGAIN!!! as for d penang trip, hahah, 1 day is indeed not enough to settle all d famous food once and for all….but starting my journey at 12 midnite to find good food in penang, once again, prove to b…BO KO LENG….but i manage to get my fair share of good food in terms of hokkien mee n burger…morning in penang covers my dissapointment as i was brought to d famous dim sum….So…what is installed in 2007? I really want to knoe…2007 i want to visit more places, do more crazy things, i wanna relax before i start the first step of my vision….

After staying for almost 2 years in kl… So many ups and downs..So many trials..Temptations..Wrongdoings..Whatever it is, the happiest moments of my life is where i can meet up friends and have a good chat, carrying on chatting and chatting, ignoring time that passes by. Happy moments also include staying at kl house, with my housemates..eating together in one big table, wah..god really bless me with proffesional chef housemates!! Happy moments include exploring kl, go for the unnkown places with frens, checking up the latest place for makan n main. Happy moments include staying in bp, go for the all the usual makan places in bp..All the legendary makan places in bp.. Happy moments involve singing k with friends, singing all the songs i like, singing duet with friends..Happy moments include playing dota…Of course, winning in proccess!!.. The Happiest moments.. travelling back to bp, to know that my mum and sis is waiting eagerly for me to return, pampered me as a part of family.. Happiest moments.. to sincerely help,contribute secretly, praying for the girl i feel for, knowing everything is impossible, but still wish that she could live happily like never before, as she feels comfortable with her life..thats my happiest moments..

Well, my first post will be to tell all my desire.. i want to be a successful business man looking over my wan tan mee business someday..i want to cook the best wan tan mee ever, with extra wan tan, extra mee, extra cha siew..i want to extend my stall into a fast food chain, with every stall must b open opposite mcdonalds.. I want to create the most instant wan tan mee ever, have my own factory, have a global network n have millions in profit.. i want to be a teacher, teaching ppl about how to handle their lifes, teaching things not learn from the school, teaching things not learned from text books.. i want to be a counsellor, counsel ppl about family, relationship values, mend the broken hearted, bind the broken soul.. finally, i want to be my own self, sticking to my own values and ethics.. There are so many " i want" in my life, but life only have one.. however, this uncertainties will be my guideline for my life.. "Theres nothin u can’t do when u smile"